Two faced doll in Albert Road Antique shop.   It turns out the the reason for living is purpose. Without that one is lost in a tangle of irrelevant and irrational thoughts.  Started reading "The Chimp Paradox" to find out more about how to control that.   So as a means to beat a sense of "failure" and gain purpose a serious of monthly challenges is being entered into the think tank. That think tank being a Trello bored shared amongst the team to list ideas  And no idea is bad as it only manifests more ideas.   If a challenge is entered into it is already a success and cannot be a failure as doing it is all that matters, not how fast or how big or how ...whatever!   Also gets oneself out of ones head for 5 minutes and that might be all that matters.  Stay tuned for Chapter 3 where some of the challenge might be discussed or maybe a whole new idea or maybe just something about nice cakes.  Byeeeeeee.